Help Me..

Lately..
I don't know what i thought..
Several days ago, it seems like i was the happiest person in the world..
But now..
Just in the second..
I turned into the most melancholy person in the world..
What happen to me?
Can't eat..
Can't smile..
Can't focus on one thing..
I just can't sense anything but ANGER!
Feel anger, disappointed, cursed, i can't sense anything else except that!

Lord, show me what should i do?

I feel like..
There's something wrong with my life..
When i faced the mirror..
It reflected a different person that i know..
Can it be?

There's something missed in my life..
and i'm missing it 'til now..
It's a real thing, not an abstract thing..
I hope i can find that..
and completed my whole life again..